Thursday, July 20, 2017

Cluster B's Are Everywhere: Accept that & Empower Yourself

The Borderline Narcissist - Confusion

Ever date or have someone in your life who could cycle between idealizing, loving, affectionate, needing your attention, sentimental and then contemptuous, raging, and discarding-- all within the span of an hour? And then the whole cycle would start all over again? Did bewilderment usually predominate as the main emotion for you? Then you were probably in the zone known as Borderline Narcissist Land. 

Sunday, July 16, 2017

Amy Winehouse - Stronger Than Me

You ain't my Daddy. You're acting like a boy-man. I know you ain't gay... you're just a psychopathic jerk who wants me to run "gauntlets" and use me as a triangulation device for your fembots. 

But are you brave enough to sit by the fire with me and cuddle? Nope! Hard pass. Like most men. They want a cardboard cut-out for their fanfic wanks, not a real human.

Apparently, I'm not a person allowed to have a dynamic, direct, face-to-face exchange with real grown ups who own their shit. I'm not a person at all. I'm a holographic reality interface. I'm 2D. I'm not allowed to have anything or anyone real pass through this "zone of interference". Nope, apparently that's kept from me. Plenty of sycophants and narcissists and weaklings and defense mechanisms passing as human- just barely- and psychos and weirdo fetishists. But human beings? No. Apparently I'm not allowed to have them in my life.


Monday, July 10, 2017

Bad Friends? Family members driving you crazy? Here's Help:

It's okay to feel ambivalence about something and not have a final answer about how you think/feel about an issue/person/place/experience, etc.

I've noticed that mental rigidity often goes hand in hand with brittleness when it comes to self-care and mental health.

If you have been in a situation that craves drama, you probably are entrained to respond. You didn't "attract" that (For my Law Of Attraction peeps) , it's what's *familiar* to you because you probably grew up in a family of origin where three alarm fires and Chicken Little "The Sky Is Falling" responses to everything were the norm.

Here's a revelation:

You don't have to respond to drama.

You can remove yourself from a situation and you don't have to fix it.

Fixing other people's problems who never seem to have a solution to their pain/anxiety/whatever may mean one of two things:

You and they are Codependent, and you are enabling their behavior.

Who are you if you aren't the Savior?

Remove yourself from the behavior and see what happens when you aren't there to save them.

Do they get better? Worse? Stay the same?

That will tell you what you need to know about whether or not that person is needed in your life and/or a healthy presence for you.

You are more than the sum of your parts.
 Stop encouraging crazy behavior. 

You can ween yourself off of drama queens whose lives are always in chaos and never get better.

Dysfunctional parents teach their children how to be crazy.

Don't encourage it. 

Remove yourself from the situation and take the time necessary to observe, process, and heal what is going on inside you first.

Then remove people who can't, don't, or won't stop their craving for dysfunctional situations and that constantly require you to put out their never-ending three alarm fires.

#SelfCareIsntSelfish #Dysfunction #DysfunctionalFamiliesOfOrigin #ChickenLittle #Drama #BadFriendsAreMirrorsOfOurFamilies #HowWeCope #Origins #FocusOnYourself

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Friday, June 30, 2017

Tegan and Sara - Boyfriend

  This is so gay. 
Glad you got rid of the dolphin sperm collector. But now that whole lying about 'liking' monogamy while you're cheating on her behind her back thing, hiring prosties and following Escorts, porn stars, and instagram "models" online while continually keeping your "options" open while you claim to be working on your "repetition compulsion"/ sex addiction-lite/ sob story- all while you're admitting to your psychopathy - is hardly what I'd call 'trustworthy'. Oh, and whatever that headfuck- excuse me, ATTEMPT at a headfuck was with your red pill illuminati scumbag pickup culture sociopath is DEFINITELY emotionally illiterate.

GROW UP. That's what you need to do. You emotionally immature child. And stop dragging me around like a back-pocket option. Ragnar. You're a douchebag if you think your tactics fit my life at this stage in the game. No way no day. And that's not opposite talk. Your desire for market share is TRULY depressing and misses the point. If your plan "from now on is to follow The Project", you're doing a shit- poor job of making me feel safe. 

And anyone who isn't safe? Gets jettisoned now.

GROW UP. Did I mention you need to grow up?

Play time is over.

PS: Happy Pride!

Tuesday, June 13, 2017

Pink Floyd - " MOTHER " The Wall 1980

You think that nuclear war is on the table? No it isn't. Please. The game behind it is what you should pay attention to. This revamping of a cold war is a ruse. Russia doesn't think it's possible any more than Trump thinks he's the one running it. 

Here's some phrases I'm getting that might mean something later:

"Build that wall!"


"Boomstreak!" (whatever that means!)

I'm just saying... enjoy Trump's tomfoolery while you can. He's got some memorable messages, that's for sure! That they are sane, safe, etc. is another story... 

I'm off to watch Jeff Sessions walk on hot coals soon... 

Friday, February 3, 2017

Wednesday, February 1, 2017

The timing of this is probably not a "Coincidence". There's probably more to this story than the official one is telling you...

So recently a special ops Navy Seal Marine died during an operation. This particular incident for some reason struck a chord so visceral, I felt a need to post here. I don't know why. But I recognize this man. I don't know him, but I am in touch currently with someone who I believe to be credible, who told me independently of my experience that there seems to be some kind of psychic link with people in the program(s) I am in (and with certain members of Seal teams/black ops/special operations, and the like). 

I don't know if they are consciously aware of this or participating with their full and free consent if they are. Or if they are just following orders. Again, I have no idea what this is, but it resonates, so here it is.

I happen to have a lot of strange experiences with "psychic links" and had an encounter recently where a man who looked just like this guy, and who introduced himself as "Ryan", who started speaking with me about stuff. Wasn't exactly friendly, but wasn't a bully either- but he was clearly in charge and giving me information. Like it was his job. I get information about coordinates, and the like, - but also other things:

It's very weird that he was assigned to the East Coast (where I am) and to the Boston Marathon Bombing, which I predicted publicly accurately. 

But it's also weird that I felt a need, without knowing why, to make this video the other day. Kind of eerie timing, right?

When I saw his face, I had a very strong reaction and kind of felt this magnetic "ping"- I don't know how to describe it- but the feeling was uncanny. This is at least (in my experience) the third contractor/special ops guy I have communicated with telepathically who had an interface with me (sometimes in person) and then died within six months to a year of that communication. I don't know what that is. 

I don't know what the interface was, I don't know where it was, I don't know when it was- it feels like a dream, could be a dream, or could be another place and time- when it happens it's a very strange experience, it feels like time is suspended. Sometimes it's just a telepathic link- but the thing is, often the person on the other end of the line usually isn't aware that we are speaking. I am. Very strange. They often don't know it happened, but have a strange draw to me nonetheless. 
I don't know what this is. 

One of the other stranger things (ahem) that has happened as well is there is no interference happening in the writing of this blog post with my ability to tell you this. That is big that has changed. Normally this type of information would be withheld and/or I would be punished severely and/or interference would double up its efforts and I would either be subjected to hours and hours of induced sleep (up to 20 hours a day for days in some cases) and/or strange activity would happen around me. I can't get into it here, someone is energetically pulling the reins back for fear I've already said too much. Anyway, I am grateful for what I can say. That platform, and the ability to say it, has changed - a lot. 

Saturday, January 21, 2017

Stranger Things Have Happened

 Bitch,  this train is crazy,  and you do not want to put me in a position where I do not give a fuck. You wanna burn down my apartment building in July? Bitch, you do not want me not giving a fuck. 

How many fucks do I have to give at this point?

You'll know.

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Lo Fidelity Allstars - Battleflag [*UNCENSORED*]

Why would I do this? It's madness! Why would I want to remove power from the few? When there are so many who could use it! Why on earth would I want to do that?
Give many the power of the few? 

She must be insane! 

No, like many, I'm just 1000% done. I think it's time now.