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Monday, December 24, 2012

Britney Spears - Gimme More



Happy Christmas, mates! Since you probably can't leave the base, per your request, this is probably the next best thing to a strip club. You're nothing if not classy.
Kissies, Sweeties,

A-

Friday, December 21, 2012

Conspiracy Theory with Jesse Ventura Brain Invaders S03E07 (Targeted Individuals, Electronic torture, mind control, EMF wave tech)


(Sorry the sound is so bad, volume needs to be turned up, TruTV keeps deleting the episodes on YouTube.) 


The producers for the show wanted me on this episode about targeted individuals initially, but when they asked to see photographs of what was happening to me, one of them said he was so freaked out from seeing them that he needed a bottle of wine just to get to sleep that night.

Here's a sample of what is showing up on me so you can help keep your friendly neighborhood liquor store in business too:


Apparently what's happening to me is even more out there than "mere" synthetic (or "artificial" as it is also called) telepathy. I apparently am a whole other category of TI. So instead of putting me in a legit episode that had concrete evidence, they put me in the two wackiest ones.

Admittedly, what's being demonstrated in this episode is pretty pedestrian stuff for electronic and nano torture compared to what shows up on my arms, what I experience otherwise, etc, but definitely for years, I have been experiencing the symptoms these people are talking about on a daily basis.

As you can see, others have stated that all it seems to take to be placed on a targeted individual list is one critical comment towards particular individuals in positions of power. These people who electronically torture us, they are petty, vindictive, hive-mindset people. They relish abusing power because they are malignant narcissists who have mortification over being challenged in any way shape or form.

The episode doesn't cover this, but they also have been known to go after the families and friends (and even pets) of TIs to "prove" their point: You don't get to say anything critical about me, slave. Ever.

Of course it's psychotic behavior and needs to be analyzed and exposed further, and because of this episode, it actually will be further analyzed now on a much larger scale than ever before.
People are starting to wake up and this will be analyzed further, perps. Know that.

It also begs the question: could the many other published comments my Grandfather made that harshly criticized the policies of the CIA and the US military (as well as Rothschild and Rockefeller interests) possibly be reason enough alone to make me a MILAB and targeted individual?

If you haven't already seen this recent post as well, I would refer you to it as food for thought as pertains to the subject of TIs now that you know what you know:

http://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2012/12/more-wild-and-woolsey-trips-down-new.html

 (Of course I have a big mouth and say whatever I feel is necessary to tell the truth, too. But I'm sure my family's connections to exposing and prosecuting these types didn't help protect me much.)

Not surprisingly, MK-ULTRA "supersoldier" as well as handler and mind control programmer of other assassins himself Mr. Dave "The Man in the White Van" Corso WOULD know about this mind control stuff. 
He's personally threatened me, had his sycophantic stooges hack my email accounts and hard drive, and told Aaron McCollum that I was sending "coded trigger words" in emails to activate Aaron.
He also poured poison in Aaron's father's ear and got him so worked up about me that I received an email threat from Aaron's Dad as a result of this two minute hate against me.
If anything, it's Corso doing all of the programming, and one of the many reasons Aaron and he don't talk anymore is because of what Dave did to me.

As for the "naive" gentleman revealing what he's done in the name of creating gangstalking tech, you're also a really "brave" whistleblower, sir. I can't even muster the contempt I should have for this pathetic individual as I know he's only telling Governor Ventura half of the story. If he *really* weren't afraid of death like he says he is, he'd name names. Instead he minces around like the little lap dog for the CIA that he is. He knows who is behind this. So talk, Dr. Duncan. Let it all out. Otherwise, you should be tried in a court of law for crimes against humanity just like the rest of the "people" who do this to us.

As a side note, I have been harsh about how some in the TI community have treated me in the past. There are good, sane people in this group have been incredibly kind.
I'm pretty sure I met the woman from Wisconsin who describes her bedtime routine to the cast of the show last year at the Bioethics Commission in Manhattan. She was incredibly nice -- and sane-- as were many people there who were being affected by electronic torture of all kinds.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

More wild and Woolsey trips down the New World Order rabbit hole.

Self-professed neocon democrat (?!),  scumbag and critic of my Grandfather, R. James Woolsey, Jr. 
 seen in action pitching the next Wag the Dog incident, Iran.
Paul Begala is right. Washington really is Hollywood for ugly people.
Look at the last link below regarding what my Grandfather had to say that drew the ire of this man. Do you think Grandpa might have pissed The Agenda off? He was a progressive who made lots of people in power unhappy by the friends he made and the things he said. One of the reasons I love him dearly, among countless other reasons.
I want all skeptics who think nothing is happening to me and that I have zilch connection to anything and that I am making stuff up "for attention" to read this post if they read nothing else.

Please note this report was written by the former director of the CIA. I don't come from rubes and charlatans. I don't come from liars. I love my Grandfather and would never besmirch his good name. If the former director of the CIA is criti
cizing him, it's a pretty safe bet the CIA is probably keenly interested in my family tree as well. Which means they're also interested in lil' ol' "fraudulent", "crazy", "attention seeking" me.   
Because you know what they say about apples not falling far from trees.
OH, and yes: lest we forget, I have a little recurring theme in my life lately (and by "lately", I mean  "the past four years of my life"), and that theme is artificial telepathy. And as everyone who's anyone knows, when you want to drug, abduct, and traumatize a civilian using, I dunno, perhaps someone like myself as the recipient of an artificial telepathic mainframe in my head linked up to a neural network so privacy-invasive it knows what you had last night for dinner, you go to 
Booz Allen Hamilton. 
Guess who's also a Vice President at the company of the same name? 
R. James Woolsey, Jr. himself. 
Surely that's gotta be a coinkidink, right? 
Anyhoo, just as a refresher before reading this quote from the report, you are welcome to revisit July, 2012's posts on this blog. They are simply rife with references to Booz Allen. For your convenience, I will attempt to include links here to a couple of the more noticeable ones. 
I leave you to draw your own conclusions on the implications, if any, to all of this. 
http://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2012/07/colorado-springs-forest-fires-space.html
http://anyaisachannel.blogspot.com/2012/07/continued-analysis-of-what-is-happening.html
Posthumous quote from my Grandfather used in Woolsey's report:

http://books.google.com/books?id=umNRBX7PYusC&pg=PA41&lpg=PA41&dq=Granada+world+court+herbert+w.+briggs&source=bl&ots=TYsK1cQM_r&sig=W9Qp-GQS9539jyVNF7Zt5r33eJg&hl=en&sa=X&ei=NerQUO2PPKfp0gGckoGQCQ&ved=0CDUQ6AEwAA#v=onepage&q=Granada%20world%20court%20herbert%20w.%20briggs&f=false

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

"Not much time left before FINAL SOLUTION and chipping program implemented and destined to be achieved before Dec 22nd 2012."

I wish I could tell you of my connection to Dean Warwick. But I don't know for sure. I just know what I remember, and that may not even be real, in spite of what James has told me. In spite of how real it felt. 
-A

 "Brother Casbolt..May we ask you to please consider joining our army of Lucifer.. We admire your courage and believe you would make an excellent servant of the Light. Consider this offer. What may be your price?"

 http://www.thetruthseeker.co.uk/?p=5487
 

The days and nights of Jean-Ralphio Saperstein

If you are a real-life, honest to God branding and marketing person who has actually already taken the time to extensively listen to my story and would like to do a service exchange, I am happy to take it into consideration ONLY IF:

You are not like this guy:


Or these guys:
 

Or like this guy (who I actually did a service exchange for five months that essentially was him getting hours and hours of free service from me and that produced nada. Dipsquat. Nothing. from his end):

 Attention branding and marketing "experts": I am not interested in doing a "service exchange" with you if you keep saying in every. single. conversation. we. have: "Yeah...yeah...your story is... pretty creepy. Man, you really creeped me out in that Bases interview. Sheesh! Soooooo creepy. Ok, have you tried? To ignore that part of your life? And just be real positive? And just spread the positiv
ity and light? I am SURE you would get more positive attention that way!"

I don't want to be the psychic equivalent of Rachel Ray, asshole. I am not into being like 99.9999% of every other psychic who is out there. Not interested in putting purple dancing teddy bears and rainbows puking rainbows on my website.

I am interested in people not treating me like nuclear waste, but at the same time have people who are interested in my services and are not intimidated by the fact that I have been in and continue to be in some deep, deep shit. Like most lives, none are without rain. So what? It's what you do with it after that counts. And sometimes people see the creative capital and value in my services by - surprise, surprise-- not hiding what's happened to me! Sometimes people see value in thriving in spite of trauma.

No one is going to buy me acting like Pollyanna anyway, seeing as I would be too busy skewering myself over a live pit of flames if that ever happened. ;-)

If anything, I can put a positive spin on more things than you can, blue pill. I love to laugh, I love life, and the people who are out there who are good are great. I can and do add great value to people's lives, and they don't hesitate to share that fact.

Note: still not accepting clients as I am still quite sick, but on the mend. Will keep you updated. Just particularly disenchanted with so-called "experts" who refuse to watch my interviews in their entirety, refuse to learn about my story, refuse to utter the word "nuance" and yet claim they can "help me" "rebrand" myself to be more "palatable" to the "outside world". Hey "outside world"? If you don't "get" me, you probably never will! I have been as transparent as I think is probably humanly possible. Hire me or don't. I don't care. (But seriously: don't hire me right now. I really am still ill. LOL)

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Martian occultists, Satanic hairdos, and me!

Please note in the three images of my arm below, something shows up on the ceiling of my bedroom that wasn't in the previous shot or the shot taken after. It reminds me of a tv screen projected on the ceiling. I didn't notice anything there when taking the photograph.

Here are the images in succession. It began in late October with a strange triangle-shaped area on the knuckle of my right thumb where the skin was scraped off. I woke up with this one morning. There was no occurance of having scraped my knuckle like that the night before or at any time prior to waking up with this. It just so happened to coincide with a reappearance of more marks on my body again after a break of almost three weeks or so (a long break for me at this point.). 

Here's the triangle-shaped "scrape":


Within days, these marks started appearing: 






Please note that of the three images of my arm, something curious shows up on the middle image on the ceiling that isn't in the previous shot or the shot after (all shots of my arm were taken within seconds of each other). It reminds me of a tv screen image projected on the ceiling. I didn't notice anything there when taking the photograph.



 It appears to be the head and shoulders of a man with an unusual hair line, almost a widow's peak, perhaps? It seems he may be wearing a kind of priest's collar or suit with an unusual collar.

 I intuited that this was a Martian human. It's interesting that he has this look. I believe Andrew Basiago described his encounter with a Martian to be sporting a similar kind of  look, and one of the most evil men on earth, Michael Aquino, has been known to wear a similar type of hairdo and clothing. 

I have reason to believe Aquino has consorted with mid-to-high level occult beings on other worlds and these interactions may also explain his choice of physical appearance over the decades as shown in example in this well known photo here:


 
From left: Aquino, Sammy Davis, Jr., Anton Lavey

And here:


He's always trying to imitate the Martian occultists' look.

Anyway,  the rest since August will be posted soon. A couple are as recent as November, but it's too much to keep track of chronologically sometimes, and the last three months for me have been a catastrophe both health wise and for other reasons, so you'll get an image dump rather than a bunch of little posts here and there. "Enjoy".

Update: A friend just pointed out that some versions of Marvin the Martian, the Looney Tunes character, have a widow's peak on his helmet! Of course it could just be an "M" for Martian. Or could it??? ;-) 





Thursday, November 29, 2012

Marie Osmond - Paper Roses




Implanted without consent. Beyond the Verichip.




This is happening to me. So now the COINTELPRO rumor on the net is that I have "a massive ego". No, Joe Terry. No. If something is beyond your puny little mind's ability to process information, if you still think we live in the 20th century, if you can't keep pace with technology, I would ask you to research first what's happening to many, many people all day every day before opening your silly little mouth. Just because my story sounds fantastic at times doesn't mean it's not true. D-bags.

Friday, November 9, 2012

My life this week:

 Human doctor, animal doctor, human doctor, animal doctor, jury duty, animal doctor, recused from jury duty, animal doctor.
 
Also my eye changed. Also, who was the hunky tall dark and handsome who imprinted in my head tonight? He was nice. Ahem. I hope he's real!
 

The Shirelles - Baby it's you (original 1961)




Thursday, November 8, 2012

Comic timing

Please, God, do not ask me what the frick this monkey business is about. I have no idea why "they" wanted me to post this. But enjoy. I am sure there's a sick joke behind it that has to do with MI8 or something. But liars never tell, and if they do they go insane doing it. Truth tellers never squeal either, so it looks like we might as well sit back and think of England? I dunno...

Medical announcement

Hi guys. I hope you can bear with me, but I am going to have to take a break from accepting clients for the time being as I have been just diagnosed with severe anemia. Not really feeling 100% and if I can't give you 100%, then it kind of defeats the purpose. I may have to take off as much as a month to heal this thing or until I am feeling better at least, and I thank you so much for your patience in advance. I can't wait to get back to helping you help yourself and I THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for those of you who are really being so kind and loving and supportive.

 Blessings, Anya ♥

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Happy Illusion, ahem, I meant Election Day!



"On its world, the people are people. The leaders are lizards. The people hate the lizards and the lizards rule the people."
"Odd," said Arthur, "I thought you said it was a democracy."
"I did," said Ford. "It is."
"So," said Arthur, hoping he wasn't sounding ridiculously obtuse, "why don't people get rid of the lizards?"
"It honestly doesn't occur to them," said Ford. "They've all got the vote, so they all pretty much assume that the government they've voted in more or less approximates to the government they want."
"You mean they actually vote for the lizards?"
"Oh yes," said Ford with a shrug, "of course."
"But," said Arthur, going for the big one again, "why?"
"Because if they didn't vote for a lizard," said Ford, "the wrong lizard might get in."

- Douglas Adams, Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

Sunday, November 4, 2012

I See You, Lycan.

Don't try to hide it. You're doing a good job. Keep going farther. You haven't gone deep enough yet. Your daughter is safe with me and all is well, considering. Even though you tried to blow up my city, I still love you even more. 
Love and the True Light of God,
Anya
 

Friday, November 2, 2012

Shabbat Shalom.



   GEAR UP!!!!!!!!!!!

"Plays himself"

What I want you to ask yourselves, pencil pushers, is this:
Is it real, or is it Memorex?
 FUCKERS!!!!


http://vimeo.com/18500893

Self-explanatory.

 

Listen up:

But I'm your biggest fan!


Sometimes by accident, my feelers are off (maybe my Mom died the night before, I got yet another visit from Naval Intel in the form of a MILAB, someone is trying to discredit me online paid for by your tax dollars at the NSA, I wake up with unbelievably bizarre marks on my body that would drive most people insane and yet it's happened to me for the thirtieth day in a row, people start stalking me, whatever!) and I let people hire me who have absolutely no intention of wanting to change themselves. It happens! I'm human. Or a cybernetic hybrid Annunaki blood prime as the case may be.

Sometimes mentally ill people do in fact get through the cracks and expect the world of me. They think I am their bestie, or a servant to them who is available at the drop of a hat whenever and wherever it suits their whims.

Those types of clients usually start emailing me long, circuitous emails that require enormous amounts of time and energy on my part to respond to. (I don't engage in this practice anymore, live and learn) they usually engaged in long, unwanted phone calls with me as well after hours and act like we are suddenly related, long lost cousins who want me to start mailing them family photos and keeping in touch on a regular basis.

When I don't respond, or, shame on me!, indulge them a little bit (some would call that "over-delivering", it can be an occupational hazard in the adviser community. Bad, Anya. Raps knuckles with a ruler)  then they say that I see them as just a dollar sign, that they just were an electric bill payment for that month, that I'm "mean", that I've "changed" if I don't drop everything and respond to their ten page rambler about how they always liked cheese and does it mean something about a past life on Venus if that's the case.

(If you think I'm exaggerating or taking creative license about that last part, you would be wrong. I literally got an email from a crazed stalker type once asking about the cheese/Venus connection. They were writing it in complete seriousness.)

These people are users. They were bad clients from the getgo and need to be jettisoned immediately. If you knew how many incredibly misplaced in their neediness people I get contacting me: the stalkers, the sychophants, the star fuckers, the creepy perverts, the users, the drug addicts, the mentally ill, the married men who think I am a "Freek" in the bedroom and wouldn't it be fun to break off a piece of that sideshow crazy, the flaky artist twentysomethings who need a free "mentor" whom they can access at all hours  (and who call at all hours) with absolutely zilch other than "you're the greatest" in return, the wannabes, witches, and weirdo black magicians who wanna "crack my code" who all come to me in the guise of "client" (or not even-- parasitic freeloaders is usually more like it), you'd be amazed. Or impressed. Or exhausted. Or revolted.
'
I'm not even talking about the people online who stalk me and follow me and say how great I am for years but never actually hire me --ever-- or support my efforts tangibly in any way shape or form other than a constant "You're great!"-- To everything-- as I am actually worrying about the lights being turned off, you'd be amazed. And appalled.

Lots of you want something for nothing. You want me at your beck and call. You want to siphon energy off of me like a vampire (because you are one.) You want me seated at your dinner table to show off to your friends and colleagues and then at the end of the meal shove me back in the attic like the crazy aunt you really think I am. You want a piece of me, and then when I give it, you want more. But you don't want me to say Hi to you if I run into you on the street.

More, more, always more. Accompanied by a heaping topping of "but I'm also ashamed of what I want, but IT FEELS SO GOOD/she's a dirty little/best kept secret."

What does the oracle have in store for me now? No, I'm not being a worthless piece of shit user who wants a free reading for nothing (or, who hires me once, but then after peppers me with endless emails about what they should do with their lives but has no intention whatsoever of hiring me again and now we are best friends and Anya is a BAD PERSON if she imposes limits on the email flotsam) But I'm a good person, Anya. Really. Who just talked your ear off for six hours by phone about myself asking for more and more and MORE answers to the questions I seek for free and I FEEL SO CLOSE TO YOU, ANYA, I FEEL SUCH A DEEP CONNECTION, and then want me to be your psychic feel good security blanket/tit/crutch/training wheels to help you make sense of that dream you had last night at the drop of a hat and become one with the Universe at the drop of a hat while she hasn't had a client in weeks and is trying to build a company up and run it like a business person. You say we are friends but the one time I need to talk to someone, anyone, because I needed help just this once because I am being attacked by demons and psychotronic weaponry, you can't be reached because you're blissfully camping in the mountains with your girlfriend.

People want me until they don't but then get angry when they don't get their "fix" so they call me a "friend".  And you think this job is fun and wouldn't it be neat to be able to do what I do?

Please, people. I provide a service. It doesn't mean I am your servant.

Don't make it like we are best friends because I know what you did in that past lifetime in Somalia in 23,000 BC. We are friends of the Universe, we share a soul contract, yes we are connected and All Is One. But when you start sending me labyrinthian emails that I don't respond to because you are cray-cray and you don't try to heal yourself one iota, nor do you want to, nor did you ever have any intention of doing so,  you just want more of the same and keep needling me about your personal life and why does nothing I do ever turn out right, and further more, if you don't answer this email that I fully expect to not pay you for your time and immense energy that I am taking from you,
YOU ARE MEAN AND BAD.

When you do that, I exit you immediately. I am not required to reply. I am not required to do anything, you silly child.  You are scaring me and further more, I don't need this shit.

I get threats and interruptions and attention enough from the Powers That Think They Be, I don't need your dime-store, homeless-person-standing-on-the-corner-having-a-psychotic-break version of it because you didn't get your unbelieveably selfish, child-like supply today.
And people say I'M the crazy one who manipulates vulnerable people.

That is all, we're done here. Thanks.  

Burma Shave by Tom Waits (Live)




Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Can I just address this?

This comment that is making the rounds on an equally repugnant blog/website that I am not going to print the link to yet again:

moonshine
[3:45:37] XXX: Former White Hat
June 15, 2012 at 8:11 pm
They claim to remember one another in projects, such as Anya Briggs recalling Aaron McCollum abducting her in a milab and he confirming it…would this mean they are conspiring with lies? Do they get together, like Dyncan and Corso have before, over beers and come up with storylines to tell the public?
[4:00:12] *** Gesprek beëindigd ***

__________________________________________________

So just so we're finally clear on this, I will make it crystal, complete with crazy cat lady all caps just so we are ABSOLUTELY clear!!!!: 


AARON AND I DIDN'T "CONSPIRE" OVER ANYTHING. I REMEMBERED HIM FROM 

*****HIM ABDUCTING ME****!!!!





I HAVEN'T SPOKEN WITH AARON BY PHONE OR SKYPE IN OVER A YEAR. WE HAVEN'T EMAILED IN OVER A YEAR. I DON'T FOLLOW HIM ON ANY SOCIAL NETWORKING SITES LIKE FACEBOOK OR TWITTER. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S GOING ON WITH HIS LIFE. I DON'T EVEN GO THERE PSYCHICALLY, ALTHOUGH IF I WANTED TO BE AN ASSHOLE ABOUT IT, I COULD (BUT IT WOULD BE DIFFICULT. HE PUTS UP PSYCHIC BLOCKS ANYWAY AND IS DAMNED GOOD AT IT.) IF AARON WANTS TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, HE WILL, AND TRUST ME, IT WON'T BE THROUGH THE NORMAL METHODS. THE NSA AND ALL THOSE MILITARY JERKS AND USERS ALREADY HAVE US TAGGED TO WITHIN AN INCH OF OUR LIVES ANYWAY.  I DON'T GO WHERE I'M NOT WANTED AND I WILL RESPECT WHATEVER BOUNDARIES OR LIMITS HE IMPOSES, WANTS OR NEEDS.

BUT ***ANYWAY***, WHEN I MET HIM (CONSCIOUSLY) IN APRIL OF 2010, HE DIDN'T FRONTLOAD ME WITH ANY, I REPEAT ********ANY********* INFORMATION ABOUT MILABS. HE WAS VERY CAREFUL TO LET ME TELL HIM FIRST WHAT I REMEMBERED AS BEST I COULD AND THEN ONLY AFTER DID I TELL HIM EVERYTHING I WAS REMEMBERING DID HE MENTION THAT WHAT I WAS RECALLING WAS THE ****EXACT PROTOCOL**** OF A MILITARY STYLE ABDUCTION AND THAT IT SEEMED ***INCREDIBLY FAMILIAR TO HIM***. HE ALSO SAID HE REMEMBERED THE LAYOUT OF MY APARTMENT BUILDING AND DESCRIBED IT TO THE LETTER.




I WAS NOT NOR EVER HAVE BEEN A MILABS "EXPERT" BEFORE I MET HIM OR AFTER.




I SAW DUNCAN O'FINIOAN'S INTERVIEW, DAVE CORSO'S INTERVIEW, JAMES CASBOLT'S INTERVIEW AND AARON'S FIRST PROJECT CAMELOT INTERVIEW BEFORE I MET AARON. PERIOD. THAT'S IT. I DIDN'T READ BOOKS ON MILABS, I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO MELINDA LESLIE WAS PRIOR TO MEETING AARON. I DIDN'T KNOW WHO NIARA ISLEY WAS BEFORE MEETING AARON. I DON'T COME FROM THIS WORLD. I BECAME FASCINATED BY THE SUPERSOLDIER PHENOMENON BECAUSE IT IS COMMON FOR MILABS TO BECOME "OBSESSED" OR "FIXATED" ON THIS STUFF WHEN THEIR PROGRAMMING STARTS TO BREAK DOWN AND THEY START TO REMEMBER THINGS (IF THEY DON'T KILL THEMSELVES FIRST), BUT I WASN'T READING UP ON AND BEING QUIZZED ON THE SUBJECT. BY "OBSESSED" AND "FIXATED" I MEAN I BEGAN TO LOOK AT WEIRD THINGS AND FIXATIONS IN MY LIFE THAT NEVER QUITE MADE SENSE- I BEGAN TO REVIEW MY LIFE AND THE PATTERNS AND THEN I STARTED RE-WATCHING HOLLYWOOD FILMS THAT IN THE PAST I TOO HAD ALSO BEEN FIXATED ON, ONLY THIS TIME IT WAS INCREDIBLY HARD TO WATCH THEM. FILMS WITH JAMES BOND "DOUBLE IDENTITY" THEMES, FILMS ABOUT MANCHURIAN CANDIDATES, THE BOURNE IDENTITY, LA FEMME NIKITA, FILMS ABOUT ASSASSINS, FILMS I ALWAYS WAS DRAWN TO, ONLY NOW I WOULD HAVE A PHYSICAL REACTION WHEN I WATCHED THEM- A REACTION THAT WAS BEYOND DIFFICULT AND MADE IT SUPREMELY HARD TO WATCH THESE THINGS. KIND OF LIKE THE LUDOVICO PROGRAM IN CLOCKWORK ORANGE. I CAN'T WATCH HORROR FILMS OR FILMS WITH LOTS OF VIOLENCE NOW AS WELL, OR IF I DO IT IS SUPREMELY HARD. I USED TO HAVE NO PROBLEM WHATSOEVER WITH THAT. I ALSO BEGAN TO GET HORRIBLY TRIGGERED OVER DISNEY FILMS LIKE ALICE IN WONDERLAND AND THE FILM THE WIZARD OF OZ. I CAN PROMISE YOU THIS, I HAD NEVER HEARD OF "MONARCH PROGRAMMING" BEFORE EITHER OF THOSE FILMS STARTED TRIGGERING ME OR ANY OTHER KINDS OF MIND CONTROL. BUT IT TRIGGERED ME HORRIBLY NONETHELESS WHEN I STARTED REMEMBERING. TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN BARELY LOOK AT A PICTURE OF A  MONARCH BUTTERFLY NOW. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS. POST-HYPNOTIC SUGGESTION, PERHAPS? I HAVE NO IDEA. I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I AM A MONARCH. BUT I KNOW SOMETHING HAS BEEN DONE TO ME.


CAN WE PLEASE DROP THIS UTTERLY DISGUSTING RUMOR THAT IS GOING AROUND THAT AARON AND I WERE IN A "CONSPIRACY" TOGETHER DREAMING UP SOME "FAKE" STORY ABOUT HIM ABDUCTING ME? YOU PEOPLE ARE SICK!!!! AND PROBABLY GOVERNMENT AGENTS. I AM NOT LYING. I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP. FOR THE LAST TIME.



AARON AND I MOST CERTAINLY DID ****NOT**** MAKE THIS EVENT UP!!!! HE ABDUCTED ME (MOST LIKELY) IN A MILAB! PERIOD!!! END OF STORY!!!



Diamonds and Pearls, Prince and the New Power Generation



http://www.mojvideo.com/video-prince-and-the-new-power-generation-diamonds-and-pearls/d9da1cdd189822df0806

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

Oh PUH-LEEEESE. Really? Really??? Kelly Clarkson? You're torn up over ME? And you wanna turn this into an episode of teen angst on the WB? Really? You thought ***I*** was the "One" and now "I've gone and done it", have I? LOL
 
Ok, I secretly like her voice. 
 
She's a good singer, what? 
 
But I love that it's a middle aged guy that suggested this. Even better. It actually raises you a couple of attractiveness points. You like what you like. Unabashedly, Former. Good for you! 
 
Nice to see you still have a sense of humor about it. ;-)

I hope you are crying your hazel/brown/blue/indigo/starpattern cosmetic contact lenses out about it, babes. It suits you!



The Idylwild Group/Former Whatever Hat

 Wacka-wacka. These are the yolks, folks.

You know what: I just wrote the kind of frothing-at-the-mouth "why don't they give me credit" whiny blog post the CIA loves about how they have both been appropriating my story and experiences without giving me credit, but I'm too tired and sociopaths don't care one way or the other if it happened to me or not.

Here's the deal: I was the first to write about "John Barkley" and "Roan". I've been writing about them for years. But apparently I am too plodding to add a colorful flourish to anything like these guys can, so apparently I am not getting the buzz on the blogosphere that they do. To which I say "whatever". I could care less about the attention. I just want the facts to be straight and to not turn my experiences into an urban legend or myth, like Babe the Blue Ox and Paul Bunyan or something. I'm not Americana wackiness at it's finest, kids. I'm a human being with really strange things happening to her. I never said I knew definitively what was happening. But here it is, happening nonetheless. I guess me sending original emails of John's interactions with me to Former White Hat when he asked were nothing more than creative license for Former Whatever's Name and his "totally not connected to me whatsoever" band of merry Whatevers at the Idylwild Group.

Shame on me if I am being duped. And another giant shrug and "Whatever" if it's served to further the truth somehow. I don't know what to make of it. Maybe it muddies the waters and in doing so in a bizarre way makes things clearer for people somehow. I don't know. I just know that something weird's been happening to me for years and it's not stopping, and for several of those years/encounters, it involved people who later told me their "names" were "Roan" and "John Barkley", and that one I ***supposed*** (never confirmed, necessarily) was from Procyon who just as it so happens fits the description exactly of "Roan"/"Mongoose" from Former White Hats blog and The Idylwild Group's blog too, and that a lot of Former White Hat's information about "John Barkley" comes from me directly. He sure hasn't added much info about the man other than what I have told him, and he/she/it acts like it's TOTALLY NORMAL for someone to be a telepath liaison for a secret space program-- and that there's dozens, nay, hundreds, nay, thousands of us lying around in a stock room somewhere (never mind I am the only one stepping forward saying I am a civilian telepath liaison who is in touch with Space Command, et al).

Never mind any of this. It's the fiction that anyone cares about, right? They don't care about facts. They want sizzle, not steak. They want fantasy. Whatever, I don't even care anymore, this is the first appearance of Roan, from an encounter I had on December 19th, 2007 in Manhattan. If you believe it, fine, if you don't, that's fine too. I don't care anymore. I am just tired of lazy journalism and shoddy writing that doesn't get the facts straight but adds endless flourishes where absolutely none were necessary in the first place. This is hardly the time for gilding lillies, gentlemen.

http://hiddenexperience.blogspot.com/2010/01/police-sketch-artist.html

John Barkley's all over this blog and some interviews I've done. Just research it. I'm too tired to find it all and document it here. I thought that was what I was doing the first thousand times I documented it. If anyone cares.

BP Admits using Synthetic Nano Forms in Gulf




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CNBC Exec’s Children Murdered, 1 Day After CNBC Reports $43 Trillion Bankster Lawsuit

 


 Paying attention, Gentlemen?

http://theintelhub.com/2012/10/27/cnbc-execs-children-murdered-1-day-after-cnbc-reports-43-trillion-bankster-lawsuit/

7.7 Earthquake hits off coast of Vancouver, BC, Tsunami possible

 




http://www.news1130.com/news/local/article/416303--large-7-7-earthquake-off-vancouver-island